grrr. i hate this. i'm so confused.

i've only known you for a month, and i'm acting all giddy around you.

we talk on the phone for hours at a time. then you don't call anymore. you don't text anymore. nothing.

then i go emo on you.

suddenly, out of the blue, you pop right in my life, just when i'm ready to let go of these feelings i have for you.

and then i see you with other girls, laughing with them, like what we usually do. do i even have a right to feel jealous when you flirt with other girls? (maybe because you do this amazingly well.)

why do i miss you so DAMN much? do i even have a right to miss you?
:'((

everytime i see you *which is like 5x a week* i just wish you knew what i feel for you...

because this infatuation is getting the best of me.